for @doggonemad

[throughbamboo]

just bros being bros

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[doggonemad]

[ he was also hoping it was where it would go.

lets out a little indignant grunt. shut the fuck up!! ]

[throughbamboo]

[make him - oh wait. Okay fine, he'll stop laughing and kiss back properly.

He lifts a hand, pauses, then lets it drop back down to his lap instead]

[doggonemad]

[ it's fine, he can just straddle him on the couch and keep his hands on his shoulders. this works. ]

[throughbamboo]

[he sure can. He makes a soft, surprised noise, but he shifts to accommodate that.

He'll keep his hands to himself, at least for now]

[doggonemad]

[ good call. it's been so long since he's done this and he's clearly not the same unrestrained dumbass he was 25+ years ago, but it's clear he wants this. ]

[throughbamboo]

[he wants this, too. It's fine if he's not the same - Saejima certainly isn't, when he hasn't done anything like this in a long, long time]

[doggonemad]

[ and all Majima's had that wasn't abuse were some flings here and there. nothing serious, nothing that meant anything, which is maybe why this is harder. it's always meant something with him.

he pulls back after a bit, keeping his hands on Saejima's shoulders. ]

[throughbamboo]

[he waits until he's pulled back to lift his hand again, up to his own shoulder to cover Majima's. On his right, so that he can see it coming]

[doggonemad]

. . . fuckin' missed this so much.

[throughbamboo]

[he squeezes his hand tightly]

Me too.

[doggonemad]

Didn't even know I was capable of this, still.

Looks like I am.

[throughbamboo]

[bro ): Squeezing his hand again]

Looks like ya are.

[doggonemad]

S'a relief, honestly.

[throughbamboo]

. . . it wouldn't have changed nothin' if ya weren't capable of it.

[doggonemad]

I woulda felt pretty shitty 'bout it.

[throughbamboo]

'N I woulda told ya you didn't have to.

. . . but 'm glad. I really did miss this.

[doggonemad]

Heh. Missed me crawlin' all over ya, beggin' fer it?

[throughbamboo]

Missed ya bein' close like this, ya dumbass.

[doggonemad]

I know whatcha missed, heh!

[throughbamboo]

Maybe missed the rest, too.

[doggonemad]

. . . ya can put yer hands on me now. I'm expectin' it.

[throughbamboo]

[his hands don't move just yet]

. . . can I kiss ya?

[doggonemad]

'Course ya can.

[throughbamboo]

Okay.

[then he's leaning in to kiss him, his hand coming up to cup the side of his face]

[doggonemad]

[ closes his eye, leaning in and kissing back. ]