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[doggonemad]

'Course I wasn't. All I've wanted fer years is havin' ya 'round — even though I thought I didn't deserve it.

[ still think that, but. details. ]

[throughbamboo]

I know. Ain't like I wanted ta leave ya behind again.

[doggonemad]

[ just.

. . .

shifts a bit, reaching over with his free hand to pull him in for a hug, leaning in. ]

[throughbamboo]

[oh.

He immediately leans with the pull, even if he's a little stiff, then moves to put his arm around him to hug back]

[doggonemad]

[ buries his face against him, quiet for once.

he feels so very, very tense and nue may feel his heart pounding, like it's going to jump out of his chest.

but he stays there, still. ]

[throughbamboo]

[god. He presses his face into his shoulder and slowly tightens his arm around him.

This is a stiff, tense hug but it's the best one he's had since - who even knows]

[doggonemad]

[ no one hugs him like this!! lyra and sonata gave him hugs, but nothing quite like this.

slowly, some of the tension leaves him. ]

[throughbamboo]

[that's because this is a bro hug, only bros hug like this]

[doggonemad]

[ inhales slowly, shoulders shaking a bit. ]

[throughbamboo]

[that just makes him hold him a little tighter]

[doggonemad]

[ muffled, against him: ]

Gotta make me a promise.

[throughbamboo]

Hmm?

[doggonemad]

. . .

Don't leave me alone again.

[throughbamboo]

[ugh. Can he make this promise, he's pretty sure he's going to be sent back to jail again, because that's just his fucking life -

. . .

He hugs him even tighter]

I promise.

[doggonemad]

[ he would move heaven and earth to keep him out of jail if that was what he wanted. ]

Yeah?

[throughbamboo]

[he knows]

Yeah.

. . . when I was in prison this last time, I realized I just wanted t'be with the people who believe in me. Nothin' else matters as much as that.

[doggonemad]

've always believed in ya. You could conquer the fuckin' universe.

[throughbamboo]

Ain't worth it if ya ain't doin' it with me.

[doggonemad]

If ya want me, ya got me.

[throughbamboo]

'S all I need.

[doggonemad]

Done.

[ shifts his position so he can rest his chin on Nue, looking up at him. ]

Ya got me.

[throughbamboo]

Good.

[glancing down at him]

Ya got me, too.

[doggonemad]

[ his heart is still pounding, but he seems satisfied. ]

Good.

[throughbamboo]

[yeah, he can still feel that. He squeezes his arm around him again]

We can stop if ya gotta.

[doggonemad]

. . . fuck, I don't wanna. The hell is wrong with me.