Heh. Fer yer information, this whole shit today with Mr. Popular got me thinkin'.
[ lifts a hand, tapping at the side of his head. ]
What if I'd spun the bottle? If it'd landed on someone, I sure as shit woulda done it because I'm in it ta win it with these stupid-ass rituals. Except then, yanno, I thought, what the fuck. I'll kiss a fuckin' stranger with zero shame, but I got some kinda hang-up when it comes to my bro? The hell is that? S'bullshit is what it is.
So then I thought, well fuck. What's the difference? Why's my brain suddenly gotta shriek like a goddamn harpy when it means something, but give zero shits when it's bottle nonsense?
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Who's bein' coy? I'm just sayin' it can't be quantified. Maybe I feel like a teenager. Maybe I feel like a forty-somethin'. Who gives a shit?
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'M just sayin'. Ya usually give me the "who can say?" answer when yer bein' coy or cheeky.
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[ lifts a hand, tapping at the side of his head. ]
What if I'd spun the bottle? If it'd landed on someone, I sure as shit woulda done it because I'm in it ta win it with these stupid-ass rituals. Except then, yanno, I thought, what the fuck. I'll kiss a fuckin' stranger with zero shame, but I got some kinda hang-up when it comes to my bro? The hell is that? S'bullshit is what it is.
So then I thought, well fuck. What's the difference? Why's my brain suddenly gotta shriek like a goddamn harpy when it means something, but give zero shits when it's bottle nonsense?
An' then I realized.
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[ leans forward, slapping his hands down on his shoulders, and presses a kiss against his lips. ]
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His shoulders are tense, but he still lifts his hands like he's going to touch him - and then clenches his fists and drops them again]
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. . . ain't my best, but fuck it. In it ta win it.
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. . . it's ya tryin'. S'better than yer best.
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Yeah?
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[he has the fondest look on his face]
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[and before he can protest it:] I'd feel the same way, seein' a bunch'a people kissin' you.
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Right? Like, damn. That could be me.
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[his hands lift again - then pause, hovering for a moment before lifting to rest on Hannya's hands on his shoulders instead]
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. . . yer good. I'm expectin' it.
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. . . yeah. This is good.
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Mmm. S'real nice.
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